Lyrics
I Drive
You think because you get me off, you own a piece of me
When I'm screaming, oh my god, it's part of the scene
It's nice of you to lend a hand to change my scenery
Your conceit it turns me on, as twisted as that seems
You're so fucking perfect, sex is on fire
So fucking perfect
I'm in control, lay down, I drive
You put yourself above my lovers, your ego's hard to break
I tell you what you want to hear with legs wrapped 'round your waist
I must confess, with you time spent, is nothing more than games
String you along, I know it's wrong but I love what you crave
You're so fucking perfect, sex is on fire
So fucking perfect
I'm in control, lay down, I drive
I'll take what I want, I'll take what I need
I'm in control, lay down, I drive
©HEAD 2016
Sickness
Paint a pretty picture, play the perfect prince
You stroke pastels on my page, trying to convince
You gleam perfect, you shimmer to the eye
But I can see what's underneath, your darkness is all mine
Your sickness runs so deep, your sickness runs so deep, your sickness runs so deep
Inside of me
You feed my hunger, this constant ache
Oooo I wonder, when innocence will break
Constant chaos, is all I crave
Everything you want, is everything I'll take
Your sickness runs so deep, your sickness runs so deep, your sickness runs so deep
Inside of me
Your sickness tastes so sweet, your sickness tastes so sweet inside of me
How close to the line, 'til we blow our fucking minds
Come a little closer to my edge
Cross the line, this time
Into the sickness
©HEAD 2016
Sex Like Rock Stars
I wanna do bad things I
Got a wicked hunger
Sheets ripping, sweat dripping
Pull you under
Want my taste of heaven
Hell I can't resist
I want to feel the fire
In your lips and fingertips
Use and abuse
Unleash my darker side
Anything goes
No place you can hide
No safe word, no saying no
We won't deny
Any fantasy
We'll explore tonight
This ain't love we're making, sex like rock stars
This ain't love we're making, sex like rock stars
This ain't love
Dirty little secrets
Promise not to tell
What we do inside this room
Keep it to ourselves
Feed the addiction
Explore each desire
Truth is we might not get out
Of here alive
This ain't love we're making, sex like rock stars
This ain't love we're making, sex like rock stars
This ain't love
It's the thrill, it's the rush
Danger of the touch
Makes my head explode
Give into the unknown
Over and over.....
©HEAD 2015
Feel Something
I am numb and I'm broken, I'm empty, dead am I
I seek pain, I try pleasure, to ignite this emptiness inside
I can't get out alive
I want to feel something ... anything
I've known love, I've known anger
I've been fucked up for so long, I'm paralysed
I've know rapture, I've known terror
It turns you into what you can't deny
I can't get out alive
I want to feel something, feel something, feel something. anything
I'm looking for a miracle but don't have any faith
My mother and my father distorted love and hate
Fell into this cycle and it led me to this place
I want to feel something, feel something, feel something. anything
I'm looking for something to move me, grab hold won't rip right through me
Break this emptiness inside me, I wanna feel
I'm searching for the edge of pain, separate me from this strain
Make me feel alive again
©HEAD 2016
Darkness
Darkness, I surrender, won't fight anymore
Inside, under my skin, bleeding me needing you more
Bittersweet, the fight and withdrawal, heaven and hell, resist and collide
Deep you, seduce and you burn, fire consumes, time after time
When I'm weak, you expose me
Into deep, you control me
Breaking free, you find me
On my knees, you remind me
Darkness, forbidden sin, tried but I just can't ignore
I know where you live, still I fall at your door
When I'm weak, you expose me
Into deep, you control me
Breaking free, you find me
On my knees, you remind me
When I'm weak, in too deep, breaking free, on my knees
©HEAD 2016
Save Me
Razor blade, your magic wand
Every single time I slip into your arms
You promise to satisfy
With you intoxicating lies
Clever lover, you showed me heaven
A selfish move to keep me wanting you
I'm imprisoned, love it hate it
How can I ever break through
My dark addiction, slave to your rhythm
Save me, save me, I can't save myself
Save me, save me, save me from this hell.
Torn between the bliss and manic
Wrestling with wrong and right
Try to reason, with my demons
They whisper give into the fight
My dark addiction, slave to your rhythm
Save me, save me, I can't save myself
Save me, save me, save me from this hell.
Temptation can't resist you, call my name
The spell you've cast me under is, hard to break
Save me, save me, I can't save myself
I'm fading, I'm falling, I'm failing I can't save myself
©HEAD 2015
Jesus Junkie
She's got a band wagon to ride
Jumps on holds on tight
Swears it's real this time
Hold on fast, before you crash
Hanging by a thread
Starving, ego's dread
You need to feed your head
Desperate makes, a brand new slave
Baby's gone, got a brand new monkey
Baby's gone, she's a Jesus junkie
Hallelujah, ain't that funky
Baby's gone, brand new monkey
Old monkey lost it's shine
Searching for higher highs
You found the word this time
Habit's rage, I watch you break
Baby's gone, got a brand new monkey
Baby's gone, she's a Jesus junkie
Hallelujah, ain't that funky
Baby's gone, brand new monkey
And you want it and you need it, you crave it, you hate it
Can't stop it, you feed it, it feeds you, one more time
©HEAD 2015
Feel Your Ache
So beautifully toxic, sweet ugliness
Smells like disaster, who can resist
I drink your elixir, I lick each drop
My head explodes as I spill from your cup
Take what you want, use what you take
It's all a game to see if I'll break
Down and dirty my best mistake
All I want is to feel your ache
You twist and disgust me
Oh I know you're so wrong
But sex controls me
You know what turns me
Aroused by the danger
Feel the blade when it cuts
Your fear excites me
When I taste the blood
Take what you want, use what you take
It's all a game to see if I'll break
Down and dirty my best mistake
All I want is to feel your ache
Too much, is never enough, I want more don't ever stop
You got me where you want me.
I wanna feel your ugliness inside
Sweet disaster down and dirty all I want is your ache
Feel the blade, taste the blood, too much danger turns me on
It's a game to see me break, you know you're my best mistake
I wanna feel your fear deep down below
Sex me up, take me over, slip inside your dark side
Feel the blood, taste the blood, too much danger turns me on
All I want is your ache
©HEAD 2015
Obsession
I found a gun, in your closet
Old man what have you done
The smell of danger, lingers
Excitement overcomes
I found the trophies, secrets hidden
Treasures you have won
Did you think I'd keep it quiet
Did you even think it through
Did you think of consequences
When lies can't hide the truth
I heard your car, leaving
Darkness suffocates
Think I'll light one, relax here
As I lie in wait
I fantasize about the details
Feel each breath you take
You thought you covered up your tracks
Each target you pursued
Arrogance so clever
You think you're bullet proof
Obsession, you're my obsession
I here the stairs, creaking
Tip toe to your room
I feel the danger, the fear, the reek of cheap perfume
I know your dirty little secrets, I see right through you
I'm sure that you can't stop it, even if you wanted to
Now every move you make you know, I'll be watching you
Obsession, you're my obsession
You won't be dreaming, you might start screaming
Trigger pull bang, blood flows free
I see you but you can't see me
Crave the master that I serve
You're the slave that I deserve
Trigger pull bang, blood flows free
I see you but you can't see me
Crave the master that I serve
You're the slave
©HEAD 2016
Everything
You stained me, you ruined me, my darkest angel
Your spell is electric and I'm locked in
You tainted me, you poisoned me, knew I was helpless
Left me waiting, needing my next fix
Everything is you, from the whisper of the wind
To the howling of the pouring rain
Everything reminds me of you
I'm driven to madness, you're unforgettable
I can't shake the scent of your sex
I crave you, if you knew, how I desire you
I wish you could feel my ache
Everything is you, from the setting of the sun
To the moment the sun wakes
Everything reminds me of you
There's a fine line between love and addiction
I'm lost somewhere between
You've no idea, this fight within me
I can't break free
You've drained me, you've broken me, my darkest angel
I'm captured no way to escape
Addicted to your burn I, bathe in your fire
Consumed by the wreck of your wake
Everything is you, from the time I close my eyes
To the moment that I awake
Everything is you, from the time that I awake
To the moment, that I break
Everything reminds me of you
You're my darkest angel
©HEAD 2016
Hypocrite
Things just don't add up, when's it gonna stop
Must be hard to keep the story straight
You think that you've won, lies you've become
Must be hard to fake another day
You think you can hide, lust in your pride
Hypocrite, you make me sick, you make me sick, you make me, make me
Hypocrite, I hope you choke on it, choke on it
You believe your own lies, stroke your alibis
You're so caught up in your own story
Little pieces of truth, twisted up by you
Spinning tales you gloat in all your glory, ya you bore me
There's no where to hide, lost in your pride
Hypocrite, you make me sick, you make me sick, you make me, make me
Hypocrite, I hope you choke on it, choke on it
You're a pathetic man, burning up the bridges and you can't understand
No one gives a dam
You narcissistic piece of filth, have you never heard of guilt
There's no where to hide, lost in your pride
Hypocrite, you make me sick, you make me sick, you make me, make me
Hypocrite, I hope you choke on it, choke on it
©HEAD 2015
Afraid to Sleep
I'm afraid to sleep, dreams flood my head
My past it haunts me, demons hide beneath my bed
They don't make a peep, as they wait for r.e.m
Under the sheets they creep, when fast asleep I am
And they come for me, over and over
I don't wanna sleep, I don't wanna sleep
Each night it's the same pain, a bullet through my brain
The secrets run too deep, I don't want to sleep
I'm afraid to dream, the memories overtake
They fill the nooks and crannies, I tried so hard to shake
There's no where to run, when the night comes creeping in
No matter how I try, they lay in wait within
And they abuse me, over and over
I don't wanna sleep, I don't wanna sleep
Each night it's the same pain, a bullet through my brain
And the secrets run too deep
Can I rest with you for awhile, feel safe with you for awhile
Just don't let me close my eyes
And they use me, over and over
I don't wanna sleep, I don't wanna sleep
Each night it's the same pain, a bullet through my brain
And the secrets run too deep
©HEAD 2016
Washing Off the Blood
I'm washing off the blood, I'm scrubbing the red clean
The bits under my fingernails, I'm hoping won't be seen
I try to wake myself, thinking this must be a dream
Oh I'm washing off the blood
I'm putting things in order, you may not understand
I know there'll be questions, bible in my hand
The truth will surely haunt you, never be the same
I'm washing off the blood
You know that I love you, in my sick and twisted way
Never saw it coming, the headlines will say
I swear I never wanted to get lost in this rage
Oh I'm washing off the blood
Try to scrape away the ugly
Scars split wide inside
There's no god above me
Waiting when I die
Try to strip away the anger
Where the nightmares hide
I'm washing off the blood
©HEAD 2016
